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Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:03 pm 
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Its been a while since I wrote a decent entry...Its just you start these things with all these good intentions of updating regularily and keeping in touch with everyine and all that, but it just doesnt seem to work that way.
And i mean its an online journal, I'm not exactly gonna get to personal here, I mean no offnce but I dont exactly want a bunch of strangers and internet weirdos knowing about my personal life...and how clear-a refelction can this journal be of me really? Im just feeling down and philospical today...
Maybe its joe, he came round this afternoon after work, he had come over the other day after work and we went out so he changed into a nice pair of clothes he keps here and left his work clothes here, so he came round to pick up the dirty lothes and give me a cuddle and a kiss before going home to do work on his apprentiship course hes doing. And while its really great seeing him and hes always so good to me and makes me happy, theres this whole niggling at the back of my mind about stuff.
Everythings just so confusing, and I dont know what to do, and uni is getting to me, and home life and everything....
Its just like those days where you dont want to get out of bed, you just know when your alarm rings that all you want to do is curl back up under the covers and hide from the world, its been like a month of that. And now its like im getting into my personal life online, which i so dont want to do....
Works a pain too, its like I have all these expenses and i dont know if im gonna be able to get enough hours over the holidays to cover my expenses, I mean with out the 150 extra i get a week on my student loan I'd be up shit creek without a paddle, especially now with my laptop repayments...
Why is life so difficult, and its just like everything at once, all these decisions and money issues and the election and everything....and i know life could be a million times worse and i probably just sound like a whinny lil brat but i dunno
my head hurts...im just so confused by everythingCurrent Mood:  confused |
Dang, you're allowed to feel down about things! It was like the last two weeks of term for me when there were tests and essays assigned and ahhhhhh I was thisclose to going bonkers.
You can dump all this on me tomorrow, I'm here to listen!!! :D
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August 23rd, 2005 05:54 pm (UTC) |
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thanks, im actully feeling better today, i think it was just everything at once plus been over tired, i have a endancy to get depressed more when im tired.....
Anyways I'll see you tomorrow ^_^ s.
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